Monday, August 31, 2020

The Relevance of School Library Services, Programs, Activities, and Initiatives

 


Children’s learning will never be the same without the guidance of school librarians through empowering students with lifelong literacy skills such as information literacy, knowledge creation, valid inquiry, reading ability, and responsible retrieval of information. Moreover, school librarians exist to cultivate children’s social and emotional development through collaborative projects, utilization of tools for learning and sharing, bibliographic instruction, provision of resources to meet personal needs and wellbeing of the children, and fostering cooperation with all students continuously, through the years of their stay in the school. 


Literacy and reading promotion

Reading does not only empower an individual to develop in many ways, it is also very significant especially in this modern era where information explosion is a big issue. Tella & Akande (2007) express that reading can transform a person’s life and his whole community. Reading is a universal phenomenon that promotes human development and it can teach discipline on every individual. It can help in the survival of a society, and it depends on the extent and effectiveness of the approach or strategy. Therefore, it is relevant for every person to enrich a culture for reading. Since there are great benefits of reading to human existence and success, everyone must have a good practice of reading.

Mojapelo (2018) emphasizes that without sufficient educational resources, it is difficult to accumulate reading, writing, and computing skills at appropriate levels. With broken-down structures, lack of school libraries and laboratories, inadequate and underqualified teachers in many schools, the quality of teaching and learning accomplishments are affected. The researcher also emphasize that the national government has a crucial role in creating, constituting, and finally, implementing a school library policy to roll-out decent, standardized, state-of-the-art and active libraries for all schools to develop learners’ performance and quality of instruction in general. In addition, other significant shareholders also have a responsibility to progress and champion successful library growth initiatives in all schools.

In today’s school librarianship, new concepts, and approaches are now emerging like Makerspaces, innovative learning environments, online communities, augmented realities, and digital citizenship. Learning in this digital era is quite a challenge for the school libraries because of the disruption when it comes to technological directions and the problem of information explosion. Empowering literacy is now complicated, and the school libraries need to cope up with the trends to render effective services (Ellis, 2016).

            Siu-Runyan (2011) states that because of the weakening of libraries, all of the language education is in a predicament. A lot of people need to know that libraries are for the utilization and the contributions these learning establishments provide are compelling to literacy development and it closes the gap between children from high and low-income classes in the society in terms of reading achievement.

            On the other hand, Farmer and Stricevic (2011) reported that stakeholders such as library staff, potential readers, teachers, publishers, and other community members are involved in the promotion of reading and literacy. As professionals, librarians are the shareholders who mostly use research in promoting reading and literacy. Their works will rely on local initiatives and circumstances. By associating their efforts in research, librarians can improve library and information services. Furthermore, every stakeholder provides exceptional outlooks and resources and the librarians’ ability in retrieving resources is counterbalanced by the proficiency of the media’s communication and the connections of the teachers with the parents, for example. 

According to the abovementioned researchers, the following are the factors to be considered in selecting prospective partners:

·         Partners’ goals and values towards reading and literacy promotion

·         Character of the stakeholders

·         Partners’ support in terms of resources and competencies

·         Power of the stakeholders’ participation and librarians support

·         Healthy relationship with partners

In the other hand, three secondary school libraries in the United Kingdom were examined to evaluate the impact of promotional strategies on reading abilities and performance of the students and to determine children's reading behaviors, inclinations and how they select what to read. A case study method was implemented, involving the collection of library documentation, semi‐structured interviews with librarians, Heads of English, Headteachers and survey questionnaires were distributed to Grade 7 and 9 pupils, to evaluate attitudes to reading and its promotion. Furthermore, the study has shown that there are dominant forces in the world, often beyond the control of librarians and teachers, which outline the attitudes of children to reading. A significant minority of pupils chose not to read for pleasure, and also there were significant gender dissimilarities in reading behavior. Lastly, the researcher has recommended that there should be a consideration in the promotion of reading as an issue of the entire school community, with the library's strategy for marketing activities establishing part of a school‐wide policy for this matter (Bates, 2009).



        Suffield (2019) has organized reading initiatives that have helped to enhance the borrowing numbers of their school library by 400 percent over the past five years. The following strategies are done to improve library circulation:

·         Accelerated Reader scheme

It is done through the combination of reading and taking interactive quizzes on tablet devices to acquire instant feedback and a real sense of accomplishment. Suffield (2019) works thoroughly with the literacy coordinator, vice-principal, and other individuals who can support the program. It is very useful because the reading ages of the learners have developed significantly. It just needs so much time and effort, but there’s a significant improvement on the library circulation statistics.

·         Golden tickets

Suffield (2019) places golden tickets in some books, and when a student reads one having a ticket, the school librarian will ask the student to write a summary about it for the student to be able to win a prize. The great advantage of this is that unpopular books will surely be taken out and read by the students.

·         ‘Get caught reading’ raffle

Those who will be caught silently reading will win a prize. Everyone can win many times, but each day, a student can receive a reward once.

·         Twitter review raffles

Students will be encouraged to do a short review of the book they take out of the library. The students should post these reviews on the official twitter page of the library. For every output, a student will receive a raffle ticket, and the students will have the chance to win a prize such as reading-related goodies bags. There are possibilities that the authors of the books will like, retweet, or reply to the posts. It will inevitably cause exhilaration to the students for them to read more and more.

·         Book suggestion box

It is one of the basic strategies that school libraries can do to improve the reading attitudes of the students. The students will be given a chance to suggest a book that is not present in the library. However, the school librarians should still assess if the book is worthy of being purchased or collected. Feedback will be sent to the students to update them about their wish list.

·         ‘What should I read next?’ book jar

Since some students find it hard to select a book to read, a book jar that has colored paper slips that will serve as the guide for the students. These paper slips contain genres and recommendations. Students will be encouraged to select a theme, then take out a piece of paper that matches the genre color. It will inevitably cause excitement to the students, and it will leave them rushing to find the books on the shelves.

·         Book clubs

It is excellent to organize book clubs to empower the love for reading among the students. It will also enhance camaraderie and literacy at the same time.

·         Harry Potter Book Night

It is very useful to organize a Harry Potter Book Night bi-annually, which is very fun. This event is for students who have made improvements with their reading, are dynamic readers, and who uphold reading throughout the school. The students will experience answering quizzes and other exciting activities about Harry Potter.

·         Author visits

In this kind of activity, there should be the support of the whole school community. Book authors will be invited to visit the school, share inspiring words, and facilitate workshops. It will surely inspire students to read even more.

·         Creative writing club

Having a writing club will surely inspire students to read and write more. Stimulating activities will be done to enhance the students’ passion for reading and writing.

·         Stan Lee Excelsior Award

Stan Lee was a very famous writer of graphic novels or manga, and this ceremony is done to encourage students, who are passionate when it comes to reading graphic novels and manga, to vote for their favorite writers based on cover design, images, and text. Suffield (2019) found out that this activity improves the boys’ commitment to reading and it increases the number of borrowing for these genres.

·         Displays

Creative displays attract the students to read more and more. It is essential to use bright, colorful, and unique designs that will catch the attention of students.

In the study of Danlandi (2018) about the role of school libraries in promoting reading culture among secondary school students, results show that students have unfortunate reading habit. It was embodied by 51.4% who read for only 1-2 hours daily, which is substandard. Moreover, students mostly depend on textbooks and lecture notes as sources of reading materials. Therefore, the students only read to pass examinations; this is a manifestation of undesirable reading habits. Furthermore, the findings also have shown that the library did not assimilate into the school curriculum, and the students do not have opportunities for borrowing books from the library. Correspondingly, it showed that there were significant factors that hinder students from reading, such as watching television, addiction to phone and social media, and lack of stimulating books.

            The researcher also highly recommended that the teacher-librarians should organize and facilitate reading-related activities or programs at school to promote reading, make attractive displays of books in the library to awaken the interest of learners; school librarians should take benefit from the advantages of social media. School librarians should manage social media platforms, such as a discussion forum in the social media in which the students can talk over about books they have read. Lastly, the researcher has recommended that school administrators and the government need to participate in these reading programs and activities.


Media and information literacy instruction

One of the objectives of a school library is to create information literate students who are accountable, and ethical members in the society. Students who are information literate are self-directed learners who are cognizant of their information needs and dynamically involved in the world of thinking (IFLA School Libraries Section Standing Committee, 2015). School libraries assist in instruction and learning. Hence, its collection must be aligned upon the curriculum and specific needs and concerns of the school community and reflect the multiplicity of society outside the school community. Professional librarians, known as teacher-librarians, have a critical responsibility of upholding school libraries, (Uzuegbu, & Ibiyemi, 2013).

In his study, Ingvaldsen (2017) mentions that Media and Information Literacy (MIL) is a multifaceted set of skills that are necessary through the entire learning process, abilities that are vital in all forms of education. Research reveals that children need to fortify these skills. Projects in the Norwegian School Library Program 2009–2013 intended at using the library as a tool in media and information literacy instruction. Information from the projects validated the need to anchor the library in school’s management and plans, emphasized that cooperation between teachers and librarians is essential to incorporate the library into instructional work. There were also similar involvements in research projects in another place and the results point out that scholars and academic librarians instructing teacher education students and library science students should take an account of the use of school libraries in the curriculum so that the students are not only media and information literate themselves but also capable of utilizing the library as a resource when starting their instruction and library work.

 

Collaboration between Teachers and School Librarians

According to Mandrell (2018) in her research study, the role of the school librarian has significantly advanced from its inauguration as a person who facilitates the library borrowing and reading of children. School librarians are essential catalysts of schools and, when developed aptly, can be a vital part of the students’ learning process.  When integration occurs habitually, collaborative interactions between school librarians and teachers have been found to develop the academic performance of the students. 

Furthermore, the researcher’s paper describes suggested action research, which roots in the poor connection between the school librarian and teachers at a middle school in South Carolina.  The study concentrates on teachers’ discernments of the role of the school librarian and how those insights affect the teachers’ probability to collaborate with the school librarian.  Using an action research methodology, the researcher formulated a questionnaire to identify the perceptions of teachers and administrators concerning the role of the school librarian and integration.  Results revealed that there is a need for professional development on the part of the school librarian to instruct teachers on multiple methods in which the school librarian’s competencies and knowledge are applicable for the furtherance of student learning. Moreover, teachers left the professional development sessions enthusiastic about what they learned and confirmed their interest in their answers on the post-questionnaire. The researcher will need to frequently promote the school library program until collaborative relationships become a priority for all shareholders.  When students and teachers become attuned to working with the school librarian, the disintegration existing between what classroom educators and school librarians do will vanish.

              In a study piloted by Montiel Overall (2008), results have shown that every effort should be made to migrate from traditional practices between teachers and librarians to a modern way of collaboration which integrates joint planning, teaching, and assessment of students.  Moreover, Dando, Folk, and Levitov (2017) mention that the American Association of School Librarians (AASL) established an initiative with the principal message being, “School Librarians Transform Learning” which concentrated on the relevance of school librarians being seen as catalysts for change along with having the skill to renovate the method in which teachers teach, and students learn in the classroom this modern era.

            As shown in the results of the study of Gavigan and Lance (2016), students were more active to perform at the maximum performance levels on standardized tests in South Carolina when librarians consumed at least 50% of their time teaching the students. It implies that through strong connection and collaboration established between librarians and teachers, students can gain more literacy.

            According to Hartzell (2002), many school principals consider librarians as support staff to the teachers instead of being instructors in their own right. This perception often makes it difficult for others, both inside and outside education, to see the depth, breadth, and relevance of what media specialists contribute or should be contributing, to schools and schooling.  Education programs do not tend to promote the role of school librarians, which leaves the teaching up to the librarian herself/himself.  The most effective suggested approach of changing the discernments of principals is self-promotion and demonstration of competencies as educators.  Moreover, Hartzell (2002) mentions that the only way to change principal perceptions is to assault them directly, repeatedly, and from a multiplicity of directions.

        In the Philippines, it is very much often that the significance of school libraries and school librarianship is clearly misunderstood and belittled by many. This dilemma is undeniably a reality in our country's librarianship, specifically in the public school libraries where there are serious problems such as the lack of funds, poor and inadequate book collections, deficiency of space and equipment, lack of competent personnel, and the leadership problem of those who are in power. Moreover, these setbacks post a severe threat to all school librarians for these will surely create a strong barrier that will prevent the school librarians from functioning efficiently.

Disappointingly, there are issues that hinder public school librarians from working at their best. The public school librarians are seriously facing concerns like recruitment, education, and retention of librarians, support from administrators and principals, funding or budget allocation, and the impact of information technology on library services.

Amidst these adversities, most of our school librarians are still thriving. They are still surviving and flourishing at work even if there is no constant support from the administrators and the government. Kudos to our "Dakilang Laybraryans"


References:

Bates, P. (2000). The role of secondary school libraries in the promotion of reading, New Review of Children's Literature and Librarianship, 6:1, 155-176, DOI: 10.1080/13614540009510637

Dando, P., Folk, M., & Levitov, D. (2017). School librarians transform learning: Advocacy begins with you! Teacher Librarian, 45(1), 8-12.

Danladi, D. R. (2018). The Role of School Libraries in Promoting Reading Culture among Secondary School Students: a case study of Federal Government College, Jos. Retrieved last August 30, 2019 from https://digitalcommons.unl.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=5424&context=libphilprac

Ellis, S. (2016). School libraries supporting literacy. Retrieved last August 30, 2019 from https://www.scisdata.com/connections/issue-99/school-libraries-supporting-literacy/

Farmer, L. & Stricevic, I. (2011). Using research to promote literacy and reading in libraries: Guidelines for librarians. Retrieved last August 30, 2019 from https://www.ifla.org/files/assets/hq/publications/professional-report/125.pdf

Gavigan, K., & Lance, K. C. (2016). SC study shows link between school librarians and higher test scores. School Library Journal.

Hartzell, G. (2002). The principal's perceptions of school libraries and teacher-librarians. School Libraries Worldwide, 8(1), 92-110.

Ingvaldsen, S. (2017). The School Library in Media and Information Literacy Education. Retrieved last August 30, 2019 from https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/B9780081006306000047

Mandrell, J. C. (2018). The Effect of Professional Development on Teachers’ Perceptions of the Role of School Librarians: An Action Research Study. Retrieved last August 31, 2019 from https://scholarcommons.sc.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=6019&context=etd

Mojapelo, S. M. (2018). Challenges in establishing and maintaining functional school libraries: Lessons from Limpopo Province, South Africa. Journal of Librarianship and Information Science, 50(4), 410–426. doi:10.1177/0961000616667801

Montiel-Overall, P. (2008). Teacher and librarian collaboration: A qualitative study. Library & Information Science Research, 30, 145-155.

Siu-Runyan, Y. (2011). Public and School Libraries in Decline: When We Need Them. Retrieved last August 30, 2019 from https://www.ncte.org/library/NCTEFiles/Resources/Journals/CC/0211-sep2011/CC0211Presidents.pdf

Suffield, E. (2019). Promoting reading for pleasure in school libraries. Retrieved last August 30, 2019 from https://www.scisdata.com/connections/issue-108/promoting-reading-for-pleasure-in-school-libraries/

Tella, A., & Akande, S. (2007). Children reading habits and availability of books in Botswana primary schools: implications for achieving quality education. The reading matrix, vol.7(2)

Uzuegbu, C. P., Ibiyemi, O. T. (2013). Item community high school library: a reflection of school libraries in Nigeria. Library philosophy and practice (e-journal). Paper1057. Retrieved last August 30, 2019 from: http://digitalcommons.unl.edu/libphilprac/1057

Wednesday, August 26, 2020

Choose BLIS at Saint Michael College of Caraga

MUST-READ! DON'T IGNORE!

    By: Jolo Van Clyde S. Abatayo

If you are still doubtful about what course you'll choose, I would love to recommend the Bachelor of Library and Information Science (BLIS). WHY? Let's make it quick...

BLIS is one of the Commission on Higher Education’s priority courses. It means that if you are enrolled in this course, you will be the first priority of CHED when you want to apply for their scholarships. Being a priority course means the course is projected and expected by CHED to enable graduates to land into in-demand jobs. Thus, librarianship is in-demand.

In-demand... Why? Because all schools, colleges, and universities need librarians. They can't open an academic program and a course or pass the accreditation and certifications without librarians. If you will ask how many registered librarians here in the Philippines…

“There are only 9,411 registered librarians as of February 28, 2019, plus 565 passers last September 2019. The active librarians as of January 2019 are only 6,697. These are actively renewing their licenses at PRC.”

There is a scarcity when it comes to the production of librarians in the country. It’s because there are lots and lots of career paths for Librarians. We only have 10% or less supply of librarians. What if public libraries or DepEd will open massive items for librarians? In fact, you can’t put teachers in these positions because they are not qualified and it’s against the law (RA 9246).



Aside from schools, colleges, and universities. Librarians can work in Public Libraries like in your barangay, municipality, city, and province. Librarians are badly needed, especially that starting this year, probably, they will empower public libraries by mandating that all local government units must have public libraries and librarians (RA 7743). Actually, it's still an issue because according to the National Library of the Philippines' Director, the available librarians today can't all fill in the available positions. He has a point there. Again, what if public libraries or DepEd will open massive items for librarians?

Aside from public libraries, there are special libraries. For example, San Miguel Corporation has a corporate library and they hire librarians for collection management and records keeping and protection. Medical schools have medical libraries. Bureau of Corrections has Jail Libraries. Law schools have law libraries. These agencies eagerly hire for librarians and information professionals. Moreover, librarians can also work for Museums as Curators, Archival Institutions as Archivists, and Publishing Companies as part of their staff. Librarians can also work as LIS Educators. Remember: Librarians can teach and become librarians because there are BLIS and MLIS programs that need enthusiastic instructors and professors.

Again, there is a lot of career opportunities for librarians, that even TV Stations hire librarians. In abroad, I know some who successfully work there as librarians. It’s just sad that this course isn’t that a big hit to the eyes of the masses. They don’t even know that we receive a high salary, especially when we work at government agencies. To be honest, schools are badly looking for librarians. Imagine, I am from North Cotabato yet I am working in Caraga Region. Why? Because the region lacks librarians. Most of the Librarians here are from outside Caraga. Even my two sisters/siblings are also aspiring to become librarians (one is still an undergraduate student and the other one is preparing for the licensure examination). Why would I entrust my siblings' fate to BLIS? IT’S IN-DEMAND! If you want proofs, you can ask any librarian working in the country and you will surely know the truth, just 1-2 months, you will most likely get a job immediately after graduation. Cool, right?


One piece of advice I can give to students who are still confused and puzzled on what course they will take, they need to think first about their future. They need to pursue a course that is job-ready and not those courses that won’t guarantee you a better future. They need to have a rich mindset and a fixed goal. They need to choose a course that will help them land a job quickly for them to help their family.

Enroll now at SAINT MICHAEL COLLEGE OF CARAGA, Nasipit, Agusan del Norte. We have this so-called “Kabayaning Michaelinian Scholarship Program” for BLIS in which they only have to pay 9,000 pesos per semester and they can also apply for the TES Scholarship. It’s very affordable, unlike other learning institutions. Aside from this, we can assure you that we have the best training ground. We have an aesthetic and well-established Learning Resource Center/Learning Commons and the INSTRUCTORS are all registered librarians and Master’s degree holders. What are you waiting for? Enroll now at SMCC! Choose BLIS and you will never regret it!  


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Tuesday, August 25, 2020

Got Featured by Malditang Librarian!

It is such an honor to be featured by one of the awesome librarians in the Philippines on her website. <3

"Kung may kakilala ka na Laybraryan, ingatan at mahalin mo sya. Bibihira ka na lang na makatagpo ng tulad niya! Haha!"

To read the whole article, please follow this link: https://www.malditanglibrarian.com/2020/02/humans-of-library-jolo-abatayo.html

Friday, August 21, 2020

I am LAYBRARYAN!


Ni Jolo Van Clyde Abatayo, RL

Akala ng iba kami ay palamura,
Tingin nila sa amin, nakasalaming matanda
Sa utak nila, ayos namin ay badoy,
Laging nakasimangot at maalikabok na libro ang amoy!

Ito ang katotohanan, hayaan niyo kaming mangatwiran
Upang kayo’y maliwanagan, buksan ang puso’t isipan
Kami’y naturingang tagabantay lamang ng libro
Ang tawag sa’min ay Laybraryan!


Ano ba talaga ang aming layunin?
Gusto niyo bang malaman ang aming tungkulin?
Wag munang mainip, halina’t tuklasin
Ang mga natatago naming lihim

Ang alam ng iba, sa laybrari, libro lang ang makikita
Hindi nila batid na may iba’t ibang gamit pa pala
Bukod sa materyales na ito, anu-ano pa ba?
Tara! Basahin natin ang susunod na stanza!


Sa Laybrari, may Audio-visual materials, alam mo ba?
Mga larawan, posters, flipcharts, at kahit saranggola!
Globo, mapa, cassette tapes, video recording, at kahit trumpeta!
Kahit anong bagay na nagbibigay kaalaman at saya!


Bukod sa mga ito, meron pa ba?
Oo naman! Sa sobrang dami, hindi ko na maisa- isa!
Mga Electronic resources, pamilyar ba?
E-books, e-journals, e-zines, online databases, kilala nyo ba sila?


Naku! Mukhang di ko kayang isambit dito lahat
Ganito na lang, mag-usap na lang tayo sa chat!
Sa mga di ko nabanggit, tiyak ika’y magugulat,
Kahit isang libro pa ang gawin, di ko lahat maiisisiwalat!


Dumako na naman tayo sa aming papel at responsibilidad,
Teka muna, pag-usapan muna natin ang tunay naming edad!
Yung iba sa amin, ahemmm… fresh from the farm pa!
Kaya wag nyo kaming igeneralize na puro kami matatanda!


Hindi lang kami tagapagpahiram ng libro,
Kaya naming pasayahin ang inyong mga puso,
Kung kayo’y naguguluhan at nalilito,
Tawagin nyo lang kami at tutulungan naming kayong matuto!


May katanungan ka ba patungkol sa’yong asignatura?
Nahihirapan ka bang maghanap ng solusyon sa’yong problema?
Wag mag-atubiling lapitan kami at wag mabahala
Sasagutin namin mga katanungan nyo sa abot ng aming makakaya!


Sumasakit na ba ang ulo mo sa Pananaliksik?
Naguguluhan ka na ba sa iyong Thesis?
Wala bang mahanap na impormasyon?
Kaming mga laybrayan ang iyong solusyon!


Hindi mo ba alam kung paano gamitin ng wasto si Internet?
Kuha ng kuha ng impormasyon na parang paslit
Fake news, hindi mo ba kayang mawaglit?
Lapit kay Laybrayan para ulo mo ay di na sasakit!


Nagtataka ka kung paano nakaayos sa shelves ang mga libro?
Yung iba ang akala nila walang ginamit na formula para dito
Gusto mo bang malaman kung bakit sila ganoon nakahilira?
May itinatago kaming teknik na konti lang ang nakakakita!


Sa pag-oorganisa ng mga materyales sa laybrari,
May mga kritikal na proseso na pinapanatili
Subject at Content Analysis, ang aming ginagawa dito
Kung hindi ka marunong, tiyak ay magdudulot ito ng gulo!


Ang library cataloging, hindi madali
Pinagtutuonan ito ng pansin para di ka magkamali
Classification, call numbering, Machine-readable cataloging,
Hindi pwedeng gawing easy!

Tiyak pagpapawisan ka ng matindi sa kili-kili!


Indexing at Abstracting, itong dalawa ay matindi!
Halos lahat, nahihirapan dito, prii!
Pero dapat gawin kasi may serbisyong totoo sa laybrari!
Hindi dapat baliwalain, buhay niyo kaya nilang paginhawain!


Indexes, Abstracts at Catalogs ay mga finding tools
Ibig sabihin, sila'y effective sa’yong research goals,
Mas madali nalang ang paghahanap ng mga impormasyon,
Kung sila’y nandyan, mahirap na pagtuklas ay may solusyon!


Alam nyo ba na expert kami sa information literacy?
Kayang-kaya naming tuklasin ang truth at fallacy!
Fake news ay isang malawakang emergency,
Sus! Ask our help and the truth will set you free!

DEMONYO


Ni Jolo Van Clyde S. Abatayo

(Supposedly, this is my entry for my friend's Cebuano short story series but I failed to beat the deadline so yeah... pero no hard feelings. PROMISE. For my efforts not to be wasted naman, I want to share this with you, guys.)


I.
“Wala kay pulos! Maypag wala tika gibuhi, sa tiyan pa lang nako!”
“Ngano man diay? Nalipay ba diay ko sa sitwasyon nako karon? Sala ba diay nako nga gipakatawo ko nimo?”
Ako diay si Hesus, walay pulos! Ambot ug nganong demonyo man ko sa panan-aw sa akoang inahan. Adlaw-adlaw nalang ko niya ginakasab-an, ginabasol, ug ginapatay. Ngano man?
Dise-syete anyos nako karon. Usa ko ka working student sa usa ka private school sa Libungan, North Cotabato. Taga-bukid diay ko. Kinahanglan pa ko mumata ug hastang sayuha para mubaktas ug isa ka oras padulong sa school. Kung pangutan-on ko nimo ug lalim ba nga mueskwela nga walay suporta gikan sa imong mama ug papa, dili lalim. Lisod kaayo. Makawala’g gana usahay. Pero, kabalo ko nga kung di ko mueskwela ug tarong, dili pud nako mabuhat ang gusto nakong buhaton. Dugay na gyud nakong ginaantos kini nga sitwasyon para lang makit-an ang dugay na nakong ginapangita ug ginahandum—ang akoang amahan.
Sukad pa sa bata pa ko hantod karon, wala pa gyud nako nakit-an si Papa. Wala man pud bisag isa ka litrato nga gitago si Mama para at least mabal-an nako unsa iyang hitsura. Kung mangutana ko sa iyaha, masuko ra man. Singkahan ra ko. Ingnan ra kog: “wala kay pulos! Pareha ra mos imong amahan, mga demonyo!” Ganahan ka ana? Ang ako ra man unta nga mailhan nako kung kinsa akoang amahan. Dautan ba kini akoang gusto? Naglibog ko.
Pero sige lang. Bisag ingon ana si Mama, palangga kaayo nako siya. Wala koy pagdumot sa iyaha bisag murag ginakumot na ang akoang kasingkasing sa kasakit tungod sa iyang mga ginapamulong. Bisag adlaw-adlaw, wala siya sa balay kay tua ra sya pirmi sa iyang mga barkada, gadula ug baraha, ug gainom, wala koy reklamo. Bisag wala ko niya ginatarong, wala ko nagluib kay inahan nako siya ug anak ra ko niya. Anak ra ko niya.


II.
“Hesus! Nganong wala pa man ka naglung-ag? Wala ba kay utok? Kabalo ka nga tingpanihapon na? Gigutom nako! Wala gyud kay pulos!”
Naa na pud si mama. Niuli na sad nga hubog. Wala may adlaw nga dili siya makainom. Dili na ni maayo.
“Ma! Naunsa naman ka? Wala na gyud kay pagpakabana sa imong kinabuhi? Nganong ingon ana man ka permi? Naa pa ko ma oh! Naa ko nga imong anak! Ma!”
Nitulo ug kalit akoang mga luha. Gusto nako pugngan pero dili nako kaya. Huot sa dughan. Dili gyud makaya.
“Ayaw kog hilabti! Ayaw pagbuot! Nganong naa pa man ka diri? Diba gipalayas naman tika! Wala koy anak! Kasabot ka? Wala koy anak!
“Unsay walay anak ma? Ngano man nga imo kong basulon sa mga sala nga binuhatan sa akoang amahan? Dili ako si Papa ma! Anak ko nimo. Kabalo ba ka nga bisag adlaw-adlaw ko nimo ginapatay tungod sa kasakit sa imong mga ginasulti sa akoa, wala ko nagdumot nimo kay inahan tika! Mahal tika ma. Ma?
Tua na akoang inahan. Nakatulog na sa kahubog. Ambot ug nakadungog pa ba sya sa akoang giistorya. Hahay… Murag pang-maalaala mo kayo akoang life no? Drama kaayo. Ingon ani nalang permi. Ugma na sad ug sa sunod pa nga mga adlaw. Sige lang. Naanad naman ko. Ako pa ba? O basig… gibyaan siya ni papa kay tungod sa iyang batasan. Naalingugngogan na dagway sya. Hehe. Ikaw ba naman ingon-anion permi, ganahan ka? Pero ako, lig-on gihapon kay tungod lage sa paghigugma kaniya. Love kaayo tika, Ma…
Gabie naman diay. Matulog sa ko. Sayo raba akoang klase ugma unya magLong quiz pa si Ma’am…


III.
“Ma. Andam na imong pamahaw. Naa na sad tinimpla nga kape dira. Kaon na. Wala ra ba ka nanihapon gabie.”
“Wala kay labot!”
Bisag unsa kamaayo akoang ginapakita sa akoang inahan, murag wala ra man sa iyaha. Unsaon man nako ni? Demonyo man gyud ko sa panan-aw ni mama. Ngano man Lord? Pareha ta ug ngalan pero para sa akoang inahan, usa ko ka sungayan… Sige lang. Kaya nako ni. Dili ko muundang. Promise. Dili nako walaon akoang paglaum nga muabot ra gihapon ang panahon nga higugmaon ko ni mama…Sa karon, maningkamot ko sa akoang pag-eskwela aron ma-proud siya sa akoa! Kaya na ko ni! Magbaskog ug maglig-on ko permi para kay mama… Oops! Hapit na alas otso! Muadto nakog eskwelahan! Ma-LATE na gyud ko ani…
Sa isa ka oras nga binaktas, nakaabot ko sa school mga alas otso y media. Ginoo ko! Late na ko!
“Dong, nganong nag-eskwela man ka. Wala may klase ron?” Ingon sa usa ka lalaki nga murag nalisang…
Hala! June 12 man diay karon! Independence day! Hesus ko! Ako man diay si Hesus! Nganong nakalimot man ko? Wala man gu’y TV ug radyo sa balay. Wala pud koy cellphone. Mao lage ni… Muoli na lang ko… Maayo pa… para maasikaso nako si Mama. Basig dili nasad to maniudto. Muoli na ko.
“Pauli na dong! Walay klase karon dili tungod sa holiday! Kung di ka gusto ma-Toksu! Pahawa na aning dapita! Luwasa imong kaugalingon!”
“Unsa nong? Pasabta ko palihog? Unsa nang Toksu!?” Nakulbaan ko sa iyahang mga giistorya sa akoa. Dili gyud ma-drawing ang nawong ni manong. Gusto nako mabal-an ug ngano man pero nikaripas naman siyag dagan. Sige nalang… Basig nabuang ra dagway to siya… Magpahuway usa ko kadali… Mupungko sa ko diring dapita.
(Pila ka minuto ang nilabay…)
“Tabaaaaaaaang!”
“Indaaaaaaay!”
“Maaaaaaaa! Paaaaaa!”
(Nagtingog ang sirena sa munisipyo)
Hala ka! Nganong nagkagubot man!? Naay linog? Sunog? Tsunami? Wala may dagat diring dapita. Ginoo ko… nakulbaan ko… Maayo nalang nakit-an nako akoang classmate nga si Theresa nga nagdagan sab ug murag nalisang. Akoa siyang gipangutana…
“Ting? Unsay nahitabo? Nganong nangalisang man mo!?”
Ingon siya: “Sus, kung gusto ka mabuhi! Pahawa na diri! Tago na!”
“Ngano man lage!?”
“Wala ka kabalo nga nay Toksu!? Toktok-Sunog! Tungod kay naglala na maayo ang COVID-19. Ang order karon sa president kay sunugon tanang mga tawo nga nagpabilin pa diri sa atoa. Ang uban kay tua na sa Davao karon. Wala ba ka kabalo ani!? Muadto nako, Sus. Giwarningan na tika.”


IV.
Pagkabalo nako sa tinood nga sitwasyon, sa walay pagduha-duha, nikaripas dayon ko ug dagan pauli… Walay lingi-lingi. Walay hunong-hunong. Ug nakaabot ra gyud ko…
Murag lain man akoang paminaw? Nganong hilom man kaayo? Lisod pud… wala gud mi TV o radyo man lang. Pero lain gyud. Musulod nako… ug sa dihang…

“MAAA! Nganong gagunit man ka ug kutsilyo? Ma! Ayaw tawon ma… Istoryahan nato ni be… ayaw tawon ma…”
Nalisang ug nakulbaan ko kay niaksyon si Mama ug dunggab sa iyang kaugalingon. Ngano man kaha?
“Di na ko gusto mabuhi! Dili na nako kaya. Walay pulos ang kinabuhi nga dili na nako kauban sila akoang mga pinangga sa kinabuhi. Ma! Pa! Jose! Linda! Andoy! Muapas nako ninyo!”
“Kinsa na si Jose Ma? Mao ba na ang ngalan sa akoang amahan? Kinsa na si Linda ug Andoy? Ma! Pasabta ko!” Gatulo akoang luha…
“Wala ka kabalo?”
“Unsa ang wala nako nabal-an?”
“Anak ka sa demonyo! Gipatay sa imong amahan ang akoang pinalangga nga mga ginikanan, akoang bana, ug akoang mga anak! Gibaboy pa gyud ko sa imong amahan! Ug ikaw ang resulta! Pareho mong demonyo! Gikasilagan tika!”
Mao diay nga grabe ang kalagot ni mama sa akoa. Ako diay ang bunga sa demonyo. Pero dili man ko si Papa. Si Hesus ko nga iyang anak. Wala nako gigusto ang nahitabo sa iyaha ug sa iyahang pamilya. Wala koy sala!
“Ma… I love you…”
…wala nako nagdugay pa… akoang gibyaan si Mama…

HUMAN.

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